Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Strange things

HiHi....... wah today is very sianz in choir.... we went for sectional and why must we always be with S2 and alto? haiz..... if they practise their part which is nt our part at all, what do we do? find things to do? revise thru? haha.... we are not taught anything yet....we are infact the last to be taught

Ystd was my 1st intemediate class, quite intresting.... the lesson is just abt telling us to flow with the flow of that atmosphere, sometimes we just cant flow, nobody knows why, but if you cant flow means u cannot flow...so you just have to relax and let the spirit lead you through.... Bro Walter ask the three of us when he played a short part, where we feel God's presence in that room, is it beside me? behind me? infront of me? or above me? We answered and the lesson ended,
he said"if you have catch it, the lesson has ended."
Next week is going to be a lesson of 16-beat praise...haha he gonna brush us up on that part.

Well, something strange happened today.... I woke up at 6.40 and i was groggy... i wanted to off the alarm and I though when i off it, i went outside? But guess what? whatever i see happening is actually a dream???? I dreamed that i went to brush teeth and talk to my parents and have breakfast and it was night by later....every1 was asleep, i went to my maid room.... guess what i saw????? I saw a old person.....wearing green qi pao carrying my bro earnest? I was shock to my very breath.....I knew it was strange so.... when she look at me and smile i thought that it was some nanny taking care of my brother....so when every1 was asleep.... i decided to take my guitar and trian my flowing with the flow.... when i started the 1st strum i found out that i am still in the bed and it was already 9.45 a.m.... and my alarm was off, my room door was lock and my brother was asleep..... so if my alarm is not off it will ring every 5 mins...... so the part where i woke up was real , but the dream seems so real that i could'nt believe that it was a dream.... so when i woke up i brushed my teeth and i realli feel a urge or a burden to realli pray for this house...... So i took my guitar and started.... This is not some kind of fantasy story i thought of it was so real......

So after everything i stood up and i was like almost fainting... i whole body felt so weak that i find
it so hard to even stand and i did not fast at all......

So i guess it may be some sought of spiritual attack.... i did not share it with any1 but except now i am blogging after choir......

Once i step out of the house i feel easy already.... Now when i am back all things seem normal also.....

I really felt pathetic.... the choir performance that we have been practicing is actually at a shopping centre????? After hearing that, i begin to hesitate to go to KL anot...... But i think we will surely have fun we got there~!

Well i guess today choir practice during the sectional we got overboard..... and this was the 1st time i saw derek speaking so boldly to us..... Good , I really glad that u did that..... Cause sometimes i find u too soft spoken already, sometimes when u speak i can barely hear ur words...


Well i think i have quit basketball.... I no longer have the fire burning, and i seems so useless in the bball court right now.... so i feel i shld realli concentrate or focus on 1 thing and it shall bring me to success.

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