Last saturday was a tiring one, it was Mia Musica 2008!

Well, spent the whole day at Victoria Concert Hall. I've been there quite a few times already and I found out there's acutually a Victoria Theatre beneath VCH. That place is cool! I think it suits choir and other performing groups way much better. It sort of look like the Science Centre Omnimax Theatre. red chairs, red curtains and it's spherical.

Morning didn't woke up on time and I thought I was gonna be late, in the end went canteen, waited and wasted time only. It came so soon and it's already our afternoon performing session. Didn't thought that there would be as much people, the floor section was all filled up. I don't know how did it went, not much comment from the noon session. But I think the night session, main show is much better. I saw the video of us singing with the move. I was quite surprised to see coordination for the moves, it was quite sharp. Pathetically there's only 4 guys in the choir, much of our parts are muffled. Something I didn't expect was that, they actually removed the grand finale for the end. It will be much glorious and grander.

I've decided that I'm gonna give up all of it all. Not gonna put any more thought to it and never turn my face to it again. I realised how foolish I am now, I've really been way way out of track on much more important stuff. Though this isn't what I really wanted but it just wasn't worth it.

Mid-year examinations is just round the corner. April 20-30 period. It will be crucial as it's gonna determine what subjects I need to drop. Hope I am able to buck up enough and do well. Gonna put my heart into getting my goal.

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Pieces
Sum 41

I tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it.
I don't believe it makes me real.
I thought it'd be easy
but no one believes me.
I meant all the things I said.

If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.

This place is so empty.
My thoughts are so tempting.
I don't know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it's so crazy
but nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have.

If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.

I tried to be perfect,
it just wasn't worth it.
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It's hard to believe me.
It never gets easy.
I guess I knew that all along.

If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.

Simple & Nice Song! This would be one of the song we'll be jamming soon xD

Once again another late update and Thanks to people following-up on my blog post.

Well, things in my family seems getting better, no more rough time. But I can say it's only a matter of time it will surface back again. I bought my brother for his birthday a Sound system for his laptop with some other friends contributing. And also for my dad's birthday bought a trousers for him. Quite a breakthrough, never been so willing to give a gifts like this and I'm glad I did my part. It's better to give than to receive.

Back in school and in class I can sum up this term as no good for me. Didn't do well for my term one. Failed two subjects, A math and M.T. Got a D7 for Amath and F9 for M.T. I'm quite surprised for M.T and I can't accept it. First time such terrible result and I actually put in the most effort for Chinese. I've decided I will go to Chinese Basic when sch-reopens for the new term. In terms of relation, haven't really settle down yet. Really it's not easy, many things and many changes in term of people happened. It opened up my eyes to things that I'm once blind to. Sometimes I'm glad things like this happen, it let me see how sometimes things work with other people. Once I'm able to overcome it, I can be a channel of guide for people to turn to when it happens to them. Well, what I will say is sometimes things is not as it seems, just have a little faith. Let's see how things turns out when the new term is up.

I'm rather confused emotionally, Don't know what to do, unsure of my feelings. How things proceed on will depend on my mind direction and it's critical. Once it's gone it's gone or rather once it goes on the rise it will keep go on going up and up. Really need to seek hard for the answers of the questions that are rising. Now I really find this very true " Your decision today will determine your tomorrow". What I made up my mind on and commit to will really shape or change the very effective moment of the future. This isn't about my friends, I've got friends that I can look to,depent and rely on, those I treasure alot but this thing just isn't simple. I'm not even sure of myself.