Hi everyone! Back to posting entries once again. I noticed I only update my blog like only a few weeks after the last time of updating. In the past it's like once every 3 or 4 days, even further back it's like everyday I blogged. Life is just getting more and more busier and tiring. The good thing is you focus on the gain and not on the pain you go through everytime and you will begin to see good results and breakthrough coming in like never before.
I really think and I'm convinced that we shouldn't all limit ourselves to the average lifestyle. In fact, we should see ourselves doing things that we never thought we could. For a man thinks, so is he. If people start to see themselves and is convinced of the ability in doing great things and prioritise it, then naturally plans would start to formulate up and things start falling into place. When the vision is upholded then the path will be set. Living a life with or without a vision is just like the difference between a blind man and someone who can see. Picture that!
One of the greatest things I could see happening to me is doing well for O lvls. In about 14 months, the time will come. Although I didn't really started well on time at the beginning of the year but I'm working on it now. The Mid-year could be said like a wake up call for me, the moment I saw my report card, it's like suddenly i'm awaken from the land of complacency to reality. I got a fright and can foresee that if I continue at this rate, then the same result will hold true when it comes to O lvls.
I've decided I need to work and labour for what I want and intended for. For this recent months I've been really getting myself out of the gaming world, I keep myself entertained only with movies I watched like once or twice a week at home, I don't watch TV at all. Subjects that I feel and think is important I try my best to complete given assignments. For the results, I've indeed see some improvement and I think this is just only a glimpse of it.
The joy and the sense of achievement you experienced in getting good grades, is totally electrifying and awesome! I've only really experienced it once at the start of sec 2, because I've not been doing well when I was in sec 1 and then suddenly there was a jump. One of the person I'm encouraged by is Kyrene. In the past she used to flunk and do badly in her maths but now she does it much better, even better than me. What this says? It means that things you really want to achieve can be done, its just how willing are you to commit your time, your effort and your patience into it.
I really encourage all of you to press on and start giving up thoughts of giving up. Don't lose heart in the midst of labouring, circumstances may come and hindrace you but its only gonna be temporary. You do what you need to do to do what you want to do. This is the art of perseverance, you give up the thoughts of giving up and keep on keeping on!
Zo Lang Ai Zai
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Yengminn - Hey, thanks. Life is never easy and will never be tho.
QinHui - Yea Thanks. Zo Lang Ai Zai. I ain't giving up. Let's make do with the remaining 15 mths we have in msl.
Kyrene - Hey, yea we really drifted alot and also didn't continue to hang out as FFL. I'm glad to know that you are glad to have me as friend. Let's make good use of the 15 months. Thanks alot!
Shannon - Yea thanks bro! It sucks to be left out but the good thing is you live with it. Let's work together for DICSM!
Monday, July 14, 2008
Yo guys! I'm back to update.
The chinese nationals are coming over to our school tomorrow for an exchange programme. I will be hosting one of the student, I hope he's someone friendly. Well, basically those that needs to host the students is able to skip some lessons through the morning but after some activites we'll move on to having normal lessons in class. On the contrary, I'm visiting them during the early November. How? Of course I will be flying over to China, Su Zhou or maybe Shang Hai. I think it's going to last for two weeks or so, it's still four months away. I'm so looking forward to the trip, sadly I still have to attend the extended curriculum after the End Of Year Examinations.
Today was a fast day. I reached school around 7.18 I guess, I'm always on the dot. Reason being I don't like going school before the dot. I sit down alone, make me seem like a loner or emo and nobody I know that would talk to me or be with me is there like 10 or 5 mins after I reached. Worst still if all of them are absent at the same time in a day.
Life in school is really a bore and it's also a place where our energy is constantly being leeched by one another, be it teachers or others; trust me, whatever you've done or put in effort it's all constantly being leeched. It's just whether are you able to see it. I ain't saying its wrong or what, it's just a matter of how willing are you to open and share what you have. I'm perfectly alright with it, I'm just stating my observations.
Maybe it's just me not being that easily sociable or I'm just too different from what is normal. I don't know, but I feel I'm quite left out at times even though I might seem like I've got many things to talk about or maybe everything is just crap if you like it. Probably it just takes more time to blend in or to adapt but I don't really want to bother about it anymore. People get weird and weirder each day and it's just too hard to relate. For now, I tend to conform to this mindset that whatever I start building will eventually come to waste. One of it really wasted me and shook me so much that I've regretted most of my past decisions from sec1 and decided on to not build anything of that large scale. Now I think, double think and triple think whatever I'm going to do, whether is it going to waste. What for start anything and know that it's going to waste? I want to Built to Last.
Anyway it's just only going to be about 15 more months and I'm out.
Time really flies at rate of no kidding speed, I only wish for now that it could just pass like its one second for the pathetic 15 months left.
SP DICSM here I am, Send for ME!
Zo Lang Ai Zai
The chinese nationals are coming over to our school tomorrow for an exchange programme. I will be hosting one of the student, I hope he's someone friendly. Well, basically those that needs to host the students is able to skip some lessons through the morning but after some activites we'll move on to having normal lessons in class. On the contrary, I'm visiting them during the early November. How? Of course I will be flying over to China, Su Zhou or maybe Shang Hai. I think it's going to last for two weeks or so, it's still four months away. I'm so looking forward to the trip, sadly I still have to attend the extended curriculum after the End Of Year Examinations.
Today was a fast day. I reached school around 7.18 I guess, I'm always on the dot. Reason being I don't like going school before the dot. I sit down alone, make me seem like a loner or emo and nobody I know that would talk to me or be with me is there like 10 or 5 mins after I reached. Worst still if all of them are absent at the same time in a day.
Life in school is really a bore and it's also a place where our energy is constantly being leeched by one another, be it teachers or others; trust me, whatever you've done or put in effort it's all constantly being leeched. It's just whether are you able to see it. I ain't saying its wrong or what, it's just a matter of how willing are you to open and share what you have. I'm perfectly alright with it, I'm just stating my observations.
Maybe it's just me not being that easily sociable or I'm just too different from what is normal. I don't know, but I feel I'm quite left out at times even though I might seem like I've got many things to talk about or maybe everything is just crap if you like it. Probably it just takes more time to blend in or to adapt but I don't really want to bother about it anymore. People get weird and weirder each day and it's just too hard to relate. For now, I tend to conform to this mindset that whatever I start building will eventually come to waste. One of it really wasted me and shook me so much that I've regretted most of my past decisions from sec1 and decided on to not build anything of that large scale. Now I think, double think and triple think whatever I'm going to do, whether is it going to waste. What for start anything and know that it's going to waste? I want to Built to Last.
Anyway it's just only going to be about 15 more months and I'm out.
Time really flies at rate of no kidding speed, I only wish for now that it could just pass like its one second for the pathetic 15 months left.
SP DICSM here I am, Send for ME!
Zo Lang Ai Zai
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Have been quite busy lately since the start of school, which is like already seven days. The homework seems never ending and the expectations is set high for the project. I'm really working hard now for my subjects but one way or another I got hindrances in my way.
Give you examples, everytime for this week I want to start either revising my science and do some homework I get obstructed. Firstly, my dad would call me at the phone ask where am I then ask me do somethings. Later when he get home he would ask me to help him with his new phone. After that, my mum will ask me to teach younger sibilings and if I refused it would be as if I'm irresponsible or selfish that kind of thing. Later, my elder brother would ask me to run some errand for him. Bring money, socks, shoes, card and etc etc to him downstairs or even recently ask me to fix the trojan in his comp.
I'm overloaded and the demend keeps going up in school. Really feeling kind of stress and pressured. I really decided I want to do well for my maths, the 2 A1 subjects for my O lvls. I'm also getting way too tired. Everyday sleep at about 12 am - 1 am and wake up at 6 am, after that go school alr 3/4 of the day gone. Come back from school still spend time doing school work and time just passed so fast.
The thing that I really think got into my head and I studied is A math. Really really thanks to Chewyan and Justin for helping me in it. Without the help I think I would be worst than what I am now.
It's getting harder to relate,
don't want to make the same mistake.
Give you examples, everytime for this week I want to start either revising my science and do some homework I get obstructed. Firstly, my dad would call me at the phone ask where am I then ask me do somethings. Later when he get home he would ask me to help him with his new phone. After that, my mum will ask me to teach younger sibilings and if I refused it would be as if I'm irresponsible or selfish that kind of thing. Later, my elder brother would ask me to run some errand for him. Bring money, socks, shoes, card and etc etc to him downstairs or even recently ask me to fix the trojan in his comp.
I'm overloaded and the demend keeps going up in school. Really feeling kind of stress and pressured. I really decided I want to do well for my maths, the 2 A1 subjects for my O lvls. I'm also getting way too tired. Everyday sleep at about 12 am - 1 am and wake up at 6 am, after that go school alr 3/4 of the day gone. Come back from school still spend time doing school work and time just passed so fast.
The thing that I really think got into my head and I studied is A math. Really really thanks to Chewyan and Justin for helping me in it. Without the help I think I would be worst than what I am now.
It's getting harder to relate,
don't want to make the same mistake.
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