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Hey All!

Back to update a bit about my life and also an INTERESTING tech news, freshly made in SINGAPORE!

Alright! So talking about my life..

I think for this week, up til now at least, it had been quite a fast and fruitful one for me!

Well, for starters.. I don't know why but somehow people around me seemed to realise I've become very "HAPPY" in the way I carry myself. Say things like maybe a lil joke, I could really laugh my guts out. Also according to Fazlinda, because when she asked me about choir practice on Mondays I would usually give the "Sianz" expression; but just for this week I actually gave a "enthu" or "happy" respond!

Morale of the story?

Well, I guess...

HAPPINESS is indeed a choice!

So here's a good report of my AMATH from me to all:

I've done well, 23/25, a 92%
I'm now having this "sense of achievement" thing! This further motivates me to work harder even more for future tests and etc.

Alright alright, enough of my stuff!

Now its the time for the INTERESTING or maybe SHOCKING one for all of you.

GUESS WHAT?!

A 9 (Not a typo) year old kid, Singaporean, actually managed to create an iPhone app, Doodle Kids that allows you to paint on the iPhone using shapes like triangles, circles, squares made up of random colours and sizes!

And it was actually up in the itune store for sale!

YES NO KIDDING, CAN YOU IMAGINE IT!?

He's really one little genius. By the age of 3-4, he was already fluent in some of the most common computer progamming language use like C++/ C# etc.

For a more detailed description about this you can visit this blog link :

"http://theiphoneinsingapore.blogspot.com/2009/01/9-year-old-writes-iphone-app.html"

After I'm aware of this, I'm like thinking.

What have I been doing for the past 15 ++ years manzx!?

I think all of you should really think about it too!

Till then, Me Signing OFF =X

UPDATES!

WHOOOOOOOooooo! I'm feeling GREAT NOW!
ITS FINALLY A SATURDAY!

And I WENT to FINALLY CUT MY HAIR!

I'm so glad that this hectic week is finally over and I actually conquered it!

It was a good end!

We've made it this way that every friday of the week, we will gather to have a game of Basketball. These people include,

Alan, Xiang Rong, Jian Peng, Andika, Colonel, Threvin, You Chuen, Qin Hui and Dominant!

Its like so damn fun uh! Every session will be so filled with laughter and fun!

What I'm really happy about is none other than...... A.MATH!

The day before the test, I really spent quite a large amount of time studying! From about 8 pm to 3 am! About 7 HOURS! I retried all those questions we've done and then do all those questions we've not touched to really know the topic well. INSIDE OUT! LOL

Then it was the test! I could say I did it with much ease! There could be careless mistake here and there, but other than that I believe I will do WELL for it!

Another thing will be, the Annual Genernal Meeting for Environmental Champions was finally held! Have been looking forward to it and then was worrying how was I gonna do it. Was glad that it did worked out quite smoothly! I haven't mentioned it before, I'm actually the head of this particular student leader group and hence the management of it. xD

MAN! I really want to do well for my O lvls! I actually found out about this IDA scholarship in our country that offers the course I want in SP! And then, in order for me to apply for it... I must have an outstanding O lvl result! I really have not idea what outstanding means, but I shall do my best!

This scholarship offers free education from Poly to Uni! And there's allowance every month and then when you graduate, you get to work in Government SECTOR, in the field of IT SECURITY! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?!

Well, Life's never easy!But but but.. I've made the decision, I'm just gonna try my very best to enlarge my capicity to handle stuffs and then what people will want to think about me or whether or not people actually care about me, that doesn't matter.

Its my LIFE!

I don't want circumstances to be controlling me instead of vice-versa!

Just appreciate and treasure what you have around you AND...

LIFE'S GREAT!

The 5th Craze

Sometimes all it takes,

is just a pat at the back of the shoulder with, "C'mon, you can do it.."

Sometimes all you're looking out for,

is just for people to take a little interest, "What's up, how's life..?"

Sometimes all you long for,

is just a "Good job.. " at the end of something.

INSA

Its been a while, doesn't matter though.

Last Sat was Valentine's day. Well, good day for all to hype up about but just any other ordinary day for me. Unsurprisingly, pretty much everybody was out there hanging out with friends and I wasn't invited to all of those "hang outs". When you are not called out, there are always reasons for it. Tagging along? Not my style.

Out of the pathetic situation coincidentally with Lionel, both of us actually planned to study Amath and do some homework together during the noon but ended up at Roy's house playing. I think thats really Lionel's last resort also, with me? Studying? Totally a no way to anyone.

P/S Only read whats below with an open mind. If you're offended, I'm sorry. It's my only source of venting.


"Why must the weather be that hot? Why must there be false hope hanging always? You guys wanna go separate just do it, don't freaking play any mind games. I can't stand it anymore and except for the finance, it doesn't make any difference to me either. One moment you all make it look its like all fine and the next, all hell break loose. So, what the hell? and who friggin gives a damn!? Whens the last time you guys actually gave a damn about my life which don't concern you a single bit at all? I bet you all don't even know my class, the subjects I'm taking and maybe even what I am.

In school, almost everyday I reach home only at 7pm. Go home, only continue to work more about school's stuff and work. Everday only sleeping for not more than 5 hours. Going to school with a irritating right headed nuisance through the day. And I get reply like this " You think only you tired uh?" " No use telling me", so What the hell?

And I always see people complaining about how stress they can get with so little stuffs going on, c'mon man! Enlarge ur friggin capacity! Whats the big deal with sleeping for 4 hrs before schoolday? I do that almost any other day and you don't see me going around with a trumpet ranting.

Try and be me for just one week! C'MON! Don't engage in any conversation sharing about yourselves for one week, only hav a total of less than 5 mins conversation with the total of ur family members. Have ur parents on the verge of separation while looking fine on the surface. Still continue doing whatever your parents ask you to do while acting like nothing has happened. Take 8 subjects and complete all due homework before its due. Sleep for only 5 hrs for 6 days. Coordinate and prepare all those meetings and make sure you have 18 people doing their jobs. Get all left out by all your friends, get misunderstood for showing off instead of helping, get no one to encourage you, get all those people you expect to remember your birthday to forget yours, get people to give you cold shouder when you try to correct something, get all the unrequited love, get into a position where getting involve is inapproriate but your heart tells you otherwise, but you still ultimately cant, because you're just not good enough,

And then look perfectly fine and good all day long when everyone is around! Smile and entertain everyone you see and really do it like you mean it! And still keep the focus on whatever focus there is to keep.
Have no idea how long more I can take it, maybe it should get worst.. So when I look back I can then appreaciate the past?

So what? Look at my title, C'est La Vie! That's life and at least for now it kinda sucks.


Arab English
"Insa!" = "Too Effin' bad!"

Loser's Creed

I ran for the race,
through the four craze,
for the end grace
to the great prize

Anticipating to fail,
Cracking to excuse,
Looking as though its fine
as though quiting its prime

To the end grace, to the great prize
The pride it is, my rational is ripe,
All is glad, my decision is nigh
In the end, my fantasy indeed

Its like wishing to fly, jumping to try
Never a crime, always a dork
Ain't love end goals,
always moron?

Deep down the soul, I wish I could try
Wish to take back, all that was said
Pointless it seeems,
This is my life

Gerald