Once again another late update and Thanks to people following-up on my blog post.

Well, things in my family seems getting better, no more rough time. But I can say it's only a matter of time it will surface back again. I bought my brother for his birthday a Sound system for his laptop with some other friends contributing. And also for my dad's birthday bought a trousers for him. Quite a breakthrough, never been so willing to give a gifts like this and I'm glad I did my part. It's better to give than to receive.

Back in school and in class I can sum up this term as no good for me. Didn't do well for my term one. Failed two subjects, A math and M.T. Got a D7 for Amath and F9 for M.T. I'm quite surprised for M.T and I can't accept it. First time such terrible result and I actually put in the most effort for Chinese. I've decided I will go to Chinese Basic when sch-reopens for the new term. In terms of relation, haven't really settle down yet. Really it's not easy, many things and many changes in term of people happened. It opened up my eyes to things that I'm once blind to. Sometimes I'm glad things like this happen, it let me see how sometimes things work with other people. Once I'm able to overcome it, I can be a channel of guide for people to turn to when it happens to them. Well, what I will say is sometimes things is not as it seems, just have a little faith. Let's see how things turns out when the new term is up.

I'm rather confused emotionally, Don't know what to do, unsure of my feelings. How things proceed on will depend on my mind direction and it's critical. Once it's gone it's gone or rather once it goes on the rise it will keep go on going up and up. Really need to seek hard for the answers of the questions that are rising. Now I really find this very true " Your decision today will determine your tomorrow". What I made up my mind on and commit to will really shape or change the very effective moment of the future. This isn't about my friends, I've got friends that I can look to,depent and rely on, those I treasure alot but this thing just isn't simple. I'm not even sure of myself.