Haiz.... I feel so tired now.

I always got this 'Alone' feeling with me. It made me seemed like everything I do I'm alone. I have Great friends around me, but I know no one really understand me. I just cant find someone that will listen to me or understand the burden I have. Many times I wanted to share something, but in one way or another it will just affect the other party even more, maybe the stuff I'm burdened with is not even relevant. Till now, I still can't think why even my whole cell group will forget about my birthday and still got people come and ask me how come I never announce it, which I find somewhat ridiculous. Never mind about that, at least I know that I do matter to some people and God.